I used to be a rational person.
In observing sports fans, I would despair of their overly-emotive involvement in the secondary sport of spectating. I wondered why they feel the need to shout at the television, the referee, or anything else they could never influence; and I struggled to comprehend extreme reactions to the outcomes of games, whether favourable or unfavourable.
Then three NBL seasons ago, in 2008, I attended my first Breakers game at the North Shore Events Centre. Invited along by this blog’s creator, I watched Kirk Penney, Phill Jones and CJ Bruton lighting up the court with their individual styles of skilful basketball. The atmosphere, the spectacle, and, most importantly, the team won me over. I had become a fan.
The experience of a fan is odd, in many respects. It is partly a deliberate action: choosing to support a team and deciding to go along to games. But, as I found, there are also concomitant effects that happen involuntarily.
In time, I became the proverbial spectator: I began feeling irrationally angry at referees, players, and especially the coach. Abandoning my earlier beliefs in the absurdity of such behaviour, I was swept away by the emotion of every match.
I can recall leaving the NSEC on several occasions, smarting from a game the Breakers had just lost, and directing most of my disappointment toward coach Andrej Lemanis. Often he seemed to take players off just as they were starting to play really well, without sending them back on when they were needed desperately. Forgetting the successes of each season, I would lay most of the blame for the team’s competition exits at Lemanis’s feet, and wonder why he had not yet been replaced.
This year, at the beginning of the semifinal series, I felt some of those feelings and thoughts returning. The first loss to the Perth Wildcats was uncomfortably like déjà vu.
But then, as most of the country now knows, things got a lot better. The Breakers won the championship final, and as the confetti settled on the same court where dreams had collapsed in years past, I found my old rationality once again.
I realised the Breakers’ failures cannot be heaped solely on Lemanis’s shoulders, and neither can their victories. The other seasons I followed showcased some incredible basketball and teamwork, and it was those qualities that won me over in the first place. Lemanis had a big role in creating the many high points which preceded the painful competition exits.
But the quality for which I believe he deserves the most credit is the very one I lost in my transition to an irrational fan – constancy. The man has worked hard for years, through the good times and the bad times, and it has been obvious of late that the players respect him for this. The championship title was not simply the product of smart rotation in the playoffs – it was built over years of effort and commitment, even when the failures had hurt.
This is not to say I now consider all my earlier criticisms of Lemanis’s coaching decisions to be wrong in the light of success. Some of them, I still believe, were valid. But now I understand that in my disappointment I lost my sense of perspective.
I realise I would probably be writing very differently had the Breakers not won the title this year. That said, I hope I can retain some of the insight I have regained, and I hope that in future I am more gracious toward those with jobs I am far from qualified to do. But, in all honesty, as soon as the first tip-off ball is lobbed into the air at the NSEC next season, I suspect my irrational tendencies will take back control, and I will be, once again, the Crazed Fan. So, in my moment of civil reflection, let me say this:
Andrej, thank you. You’re alright by me.
- Blog post by Jono Hutchison (@jonohutchison).
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